How I Feel

Eyes red and swollen from crying
Pieces of my heart on the ground
Slowly dying on the inside
Days of tears and depression
Wishing he would come but knowing he won't
Crying out for this pain to go away
Screaming out for someone to help me
Screaming to God WHY ME
Day by day
Piece by piece
Feels like I'm losing myself
Like there is a huge gray cloud above my head
All I feel is pain
All I can do is put a fake smile on my face and pretend that everything is ok
Nobody will know on the inside
Slowly dying