Day 3

My heart aches for him
Wishing I could just hold him, kiss him, tell him I love him
But I know I can't
I'm fighting with everything I have just to try to get him back
I would have never thought I would work so hard to have this man in my life
I'm never going to stop
The only thing going to stop me is if my heart stops beating

Day 2

Haven't left my room in two days
Cried myself to sleep since Sunday
Eyes are bloodshot red
Feels like my heart is giving up
Never been in so much pain
I've tried to go out
Didn't go so well
One minute I'm happi
Next minute I'm in tears
Nothing is working for me
All I wanna do is grab a bottle
And make everything go away

How I Feel

Eyes red and swollen from crying
Pieces of my heart on the ground
Slowly dying on the inside
Days of tears and depression
Wishing he would come but knowing he won't
Crying out for this pain to go away
Screaming out for someone to help me
Screaming to God WHY ME
Day by day
Piece by piece
Feels like I'm losing myself
Like there is a huge gray cloud above my head
All I feel is pain
All I can do is put a fake smile on my face and pretend that everything is ok
Nobody will know on the inside
Slowly dying